I want to know how it will end. I want to be sure of what it will cost. I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me. I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later. I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win. I want the name of the ruiner. I want you to know that being kind is overrated. I want to watch you lose control. I want to watch you lose. I want to know exactly what it's going to take. I want a list of atrocities done in your name. I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back. I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer. I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open. I want to taste my own kind. I want you to know I know. I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit. I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do. I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted. I want a controlling interest. I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die. I want to be your secret hater. I want to stop destroying you but I can't. And I want and I want and I want and I will always be hungry. And I want and I want and I want.
want ➵ recoil
I want to know how it will end.
I want to be sure of what it will cost.
I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me.
I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later.
I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win.
I want the name of the ruiner.
I want you to know that being kind is overrated.
I want to watch you lose control.
I want to watch you lose.
I want to know exactly what it's going to take.
I want a list of atrocities done in your name.
I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back.
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer.
I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open.
I want to taste my own kind.
I want you to know I know.
I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit.
I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do.
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.
I want a controlling interest.
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die.
I want to be your secret hater.
I want to stop destroying you but I can't.
And I want and I want and I want and I will always be hungry.
And I want and I want and I want.