There's no possibly. I want to do it. I want to do it now.
[She doesn't. She does. She doesn't. It's a lie and it's true and she doesn't want to see him die but she wants to rip him apart and feed his heart to the sharks. She wants to see him lose control and become the ugliest, basest scavenger he could ever conceive of.]
[There's no possibly. Possibly implies at least partial resolve.]
spam
[She doesn't. She does. She doesn't. It's a lie and it's true and she doesn't want to see him die but she wants to rip him apart and feed his heart to the sharks. She wants to see him lose control and become the ugliest, basest scavenger he could ever conceive of.]
[There's no possibly. Possibly implies at least partial resolve.]