[It comforts her immeasurably that Ben knows he is crazy, that he has let that fact fly from him without condemning it or making it, somehow, beautiful. That's one of thousands of differences between him and Hannibal - Hannibal, who always told her she was not evil, not crazy, not a monster. Something beautiful.]
[Which maybe she is. But it has nothing to do with her state of mind. She is learning this.]
Maybe I should stop.
[As if she could just stop what is the only safe thing she knows how to do. The only security she knows how to find. She seeks it with every fiber of her being, despite awful past experiences. She can't just stop. She seeks family like a lost child.]
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[Which maybe she is. But it has nothing to do with her state of mind. She is learning this.]
Maybe I should stop.
[As if she could just stop what is the only safe thing she knows how to do. The only security she knows how to find. She seeks it with every fiber of her being, despite awful past experiences. She can't just stop. She seeks family like a lost child.]